I'm just saying.

Let it come naturally. Stop trying so hard to be original, unique and different because it just comes off as fake. Besides, what is so bad with being a follower every once and a while? Some people take it to the extreme and its just so irritating. They go above and beyond when they think of something “new.” That leads to “it was MY idea” and “she stole it from me.” What the hell? First of all, do you honestly think that you thought of that all by yourself? No, ideas are planted into your head by the things and people around you. So no, it’s not YOUR idea. Other people have contributed and I believe that they deserve some credit too. Second of all, share your ideas. What is the point in being original if you aren’t going to show it off?  People like that just piss me off.

and then I tell myself that I’m happy knowing that I’ve made them happy but I’m not. I’m going to put myself first for once. I know it sounds selfish but I gotta do what is best for me. I deserve to be happy for a change. I deserve to end up on top for once. Its not fair for me to give so much and not get anything in return.

Just to watch them fall, crumble and crash.

It’s such an awful feeling. Wouldn’t you agree?

Personally, I’m not a fan but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t sing and dance along to his songs. But seriously, who doesn’t? We all do. Even my guy friends know all the words to Baby by heart. So I honestly do not know why he has so many haters. Leave him alone. He isn’t that bad, kay? Sure he’s got girl hair and a girl voice and he might possibly be gay. So unless you are homophobic, I don’t see any reason for you to hate him. And yes, I get annoyed of his songs but only after the 25th time that I’ve heard it. You gotta admitt, it’s pretty good first time around. (:

I used to complain about how my life was and I rarely ever counted my blessings. One night, I wake up and everything changes. It was like I was being punished for moping over life when it wasn’t bad at all. It was like life purposely layed down obstacle after obstacle just to open my eyes. Now, even though things are still rough, I swallow my complaints and I’m always reminding myself that things can be worse. I’ve finally learned how to appreciate my life the way it is, even if it isn’t perfect because there is no such thing. Besides, who wants to be riding high when you’ll just tumble back on down?

When my computer suddenly decides to become a bitch and blank out on me.

Honestly, I don’t know what to blog about. I guess I’ll get the hang of it eventually but this seems like a good place to start:

I’ve always had a hard time speaking out or speaking up or whatever but lately things have been changing for me. I guess I’m tired of keeping things to myself. If I got something to say, I’ll say it and tumblr is definitely going to help me get it out there. I used to be scared that people might disagree or tell me that I’m wrong. But then I realized, it’s just an opinion. There isn’t a right or wrong answer and if someone disagrees, so what? Everyone thinks differently. I know it seems a bit silly for someone to take this long to realize it but whatever. At least I got to that point, right?

So yeah, this is my tumblr and I’m going to say what I need to say, regardless of what you think.